A new adventure has started

Reading my previous blog brings up SO many memories of my holiday in Holland! It was EPIC! (What's with this word? Everybody is using it nowadays right?) Way too epic actually (so does that mean epic fail? =/ lol)

I've spend so much money lately which made me so broke at the moment! (I wonder why do I always have this problem geez?) I have no idea what my mind is thinking coz I acted as if I were a friggin' billionaire (yeah I wish) In fact, its more like: "I wanna be a billionaire, so friggin' bad, buy all of the things I've never had, I wish I was on the cover of Forbes magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen! Oh, every time I close my eyes, I see my name in shining lights, a different city every night, I swear the world better prepare, for when I'm a billionaire!" gotta love this song

So for the upcoming days/weeks and maybe months, no fine dining, no clubbing, no shopping for me anymore! (lol sure I can do that! uhuh ;) I better stay home and study coz I'll be flying off to the sky very soon!

I Love Holland

Words can NOT describe how happy I am about my birthday-holiday-month in Holland! I know I was very negative before but MAN I LOVE THIS COUNTRY! Must say it is mostly becoz of the nice summer weather. SUMMERTIME in Holland = Long bright days, hot but not steamy, summer breeze (fresh air!)

Its really amazing how well everything works out! I mean with our orange heroes in the world cup, it is so GREAT to be able to watch the matches in Holland with girlfriends, in pubs, with family, everybody dressed in orange, cheering loudly and even my dad became a beast! Too bad I didn't filmed him, it was hilarious seeing him jumping up and down like the young crowd at 'Museumplein', cheering 'HOLLAND' loudly and banging with empty Coca Cola bottles (coz he doesn't have a vuvuzela lol)

I have to leave in about a week and I really don't wanna go, but I know something great is waiting for me in HK, a new adventure! But until then: enjoy to the fullest coz its my birthday 15th of July! XD

Holland

Gotta say: I have this love/hate relationship with this country. The moment I left the aircraft, it was like deja-vu, I got this frustrated feeling, like I could feel something wrong is going to happen and there you go, it was indeed.

Last time when I went back to Holland I needed to wait TOO LONG for my bags at the belt, I thought. But nothing beats this time, waiting at the stupid belt for almost 1 whole hour, looking at the rubber band goes round and round and round but still no sign of my bags and no announcement and no one who has an answer!

I didn't want to give the baggage-girl hard time (coz I know how difficult it is in these kind of situations, when no information is given to you but you are expected to give information to your customers) but DAMN I was pissed! I feel sorry for the girl coz I didn't really want to bitch at her, however sometimes u just need to give some pressure so that ppl will finally get off their lazy ass and work! She eventually found out that the doors of the hold of the aircraft couldn't open, that means we've waited there at the belt for Taylor Lautner (who'll never EVER show up) coz the bags will be send by the company to our home.

To make this day extra unforgettable, I somehow lost my phone. *YEAY! I finally can get away of this antique thing* This must be THE sign to buy myself a new phone but thinking about losing all my contacts, the memorable text messages, the important agenda notes is pretty sad =(

So I wonder, why does this all have to happen on day 1 of my holiday? Not to mention the 2hrs delay in the aircraft with NO aircondition equals 400 sweaty armpits! ***GROSS***

After negativity comes positivity, so some happy things of the day:
- clean fresh air of Holland, feels SO goood!
- sunny but not humid weather
- my family, living together, experiencing each others (bad) habits again
- haring with onions
- driving around in our super car (NOT!)
- bumping into girlfriends everywhere (so random)
- eating whatever I want to eat in our own snackbar
- spotting lots of tall (HOT!) guys
- licorice (YUMM)
- the spacious living room, bedroom, bath room, SPACE!
- dutch television

And I believe there'll be more happy and funny things to come this month!

......... The first happy thing has happened just now! (I'm not sure If I'm really THAT happy with it) I found my antique phone back '-.- it felt in another small bag inside my handbag

* S I G H * no comment ....

I said it

I said it, today. I didn't planned it, I didn't even knew I would see him today. But then the words just came out of my mouth: "I feel attracted to you." And now, what's going to happen now?

Ready

'Opportunities are for those who are ready'

I'm ready, I guess, otherwise I wouldn't get this opportunity. Things are finally working my way, and I've seriously waited for a long long period. But looking back, I feel like I needed this period to prepare myself, to make myself ready for what I was aiming for. It's difficult to score without having a goal in life and I'm finally making my vision, where I want to be, a reality.

This is the reality, nothing is impossible, so if you have a dream please go for it.

It's time to set a new aim for myself, something beyond what I am capable of. I want to achieve the unachievable . . .

Languishing

I was wondering, would you reach for me?
If you saw me languishing

Confident

I'm confident because I know I did the best I can

I'm confident, not in myself but in The Lord

I believe He's taking care of me
I believe He has his plan for me
I believe when I trust Him my life,
I will live an awesome one

I fear nothing because God has amazing love for us all. So when we love someone don't we want the best for them?

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love"

1 John 4:18