Thursday, May 13, 2010

Languishing

I was wondering, would you reach for me?
If you saw me languishing


Wednesday, May 5, 2010

Confident

I'm confident because I know I did the best I can

I'm confident, not in myself but in The Lord

I believe He's taking care of me
I believe He has his plan for me
I believe when I trust Him my life,
I will live an awesome one

I fear nothing because God has amazing love for us all. So when we love someone don't we want the best for them?

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love"

1 John 4:18


Tuesday, April 27, 2010

Clueless

There is a limit to everything.

Today I've reached it, I'm clueless

After so many irregular working days/nights, I have to create my own day off's to recover. This company is asking so much but it gives u nothing but shit in return.

At this point I'm just thinking, what am I doing to myself?

I wanna resign


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

Ash crisis

Never thought one simple volcano in Iceland will have this huge impact on the world.

It's a global issue man!

And it definitely made my days heavier. It has been 7 days now and I was there from the very beginning! On day 1 facing passengers from 2 full flight telling them we are not flying tonight. Day 2, day 3, day 4, day 5, everyday, we gave ppl hope that we will be flying out but unfortunately we couldn't fly.

Day 6, Nats announced they will open airspace at 01.00AM uk time. We supposed to arrive at 04.00AM, so we opened our flights and were SO ready to go. But then the higher levels needed to review the status of the airspace. Most of the passengers were checked in already, how are we gonna deal with these 500 passengers? Trust me, I wanted to faint! Passed out, get the medics to get me and go to the hospital and rest! *yeahh* Unfortunately, the reality was something else.

Flight was eventually announced to be delayed for 24hours. Luckily most of the passengers were very understanding (Thank God they were!). It really makes a different if people are actually understanding and appreciating what you are doing for them.

"Girl, u must be very tired, but you are doing a good work, very professional!"

"It's a Sunday night and you still are ringing people regarding the cancel flight, I really appreciate that, thank you very much!"

"Thank you so much for the information, I know its not your fault, you are doing a very good job!"

Day 7, tonight, are we finally gonna fly?


Monday, April 19, 2010

Lucky


Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend


Tuesday, April 6, 2010

Love


I believe in love and ... and I think I miss a man in my life

(Gosh, I sound so desperate lol)

Sunday, March 7, 2010

Emotional pain

"The pain that you create now is always some form of non acceptance, some form of unconscious resistance to what is."

"On the level of thought, the resistance is some form of judgment. On the emotional level, it is some form of negativity."

Said Mr. E. Tolle