Monday, December 28, 2009

BYE BYE 2009 HELLO 2010!

2009 was an interesting year for me. A lot of things I've planned to do or expected to happen didn't happen and the things I didn't planned or expected did actually happen! (Should I be happy with that? I don't know)

It really felt like riding on a roller coaster this year, I went up and down and up and down again and man it was a fast ride! It feels like I'm only here for a couple of months but in fact, its already 1,5 year now. I'd said to myself,
I would only stay at this company for a few months but it's been 1 year and a few months now. Who'd know I would stay at this company for this long? Ah well, it was a great time and I've learned a lot but I'm determined I'm gonna say 'byebye' in 2010! Gonna be very excited and insecure at the same time for my career ...

I feel I've grown so much in this year. I made up my mind for a lot of things in life. I know what my goals are, I'm starting to know what I want and what's important in life. Everything is and will be ok as long as you don't lose yourself. I say: Keep working o
n yourself and believe in yourself and you'll achieve!

I want to thank God who has never let me down even when I've turned my back to Him for so many times. I feel and see He is with me all the time. He made things happen in my life and thanks to these happenings I've become the person I am today. Lord, I love you! I'm so grateful!

I thank my family who has unconditional love for me. They are my #1! We all are so different but together we are a perfect family! Well, I think we do have a thing in common and that is our retardness, our idiotic humor: "ja haar, dunne jaar, beweeg stop, kunnen vlag, moe
dervlek ruikt lekker" LOL ok that's an insider! It's indescribable how proud, grateful I am to have them as my family. I love and miss you guys!

I thank my friends who were there for me through thick and thin! Ya'll know who you are! I can't describe how thankful I am to have you guys! Thanks for the care (especially when I'm drunk lol), the patience to listen to my dramatic stories, I know I'm a drama queen and an idiot at the same time but I just can't help it! hihi I love ya'll! and
I hope ya'll will love me back ;)

So what are my resolutions for 2010? Lose weight? haha ;) that's like an ongoing mission (impossible)

I wish everybody a happy and healthy new year!
May all your dreams come true in 2010!

God bless

Monday, December 14, 2009


I just want to say to this 5 years old Japanese kid: I'M YOURS!

I am totally in love with him, he's so talented!
*mad love* RESPECT