需要人陪

Currently listening to 需要人陪 (Need someone by your side) from Wang Leehom's newest album 'The 18th Martial Arts' - I love his voice!

Lanvin for H&M

Girls, 2 more nights before we can purchase our favorite garment from the Lanvin heart H&M collection. Well actually, the actual sleep we're gonna get is only from tonight, 21th - so we better have a good quality and quantity sleep because tomorrow night! most of us will be queuing up in front of THE shop with our sleeping bags, thermos bottle and THE (tadaaaaa POWERFUL) credit card! or just money for those who doesn't have a credit card (Its a wise choice to choose NOT to have a credit card coz you smart ass is staying out of trouble!)

Sometimes we're pretty insane aren't we? I mean the queuing up thing in the middle of the night!

I guess this time I'm one of them who's staying out of trouble, coz I'll be out of town =/
dunno whether this is a good or a bad thing coz the dresses are so nice sigh*



Lanvin doll: I think he already did *heart

Angela who?

Is this real? Or is this real gossip?

Baby is gonna quit!!! "She's leaving the entertainment industry for health reasons," says some entertainment website. "ABB will be going to the States for a long holiday and to study."

Seriously? Will she be able to live a normal life ever again? I don't think so .....

Onion

I hate doing onion coz it always makes me cry like a baby and makes my hand smells so bad after chopping, however we need it for a lot of dishes, I think its yummieeee!





Here's my version of Pasta di Carbonara (added Zucchini coz we need to stay healthy right? :)

Traveling

Whatchu think? I think its B.bbbbeautiful!!!!

LIFE is BEAUTIFUL coz we're able to fly to so many places in the world to see different people with different culture, to taste their food and to SHOP in their country ;) (its mentioned last but its certainly not the least)

It's INSPIRING me!
I'm SO hyped coz next is ----------- New York! Concrete jungle where dreams are made, OH!

Buy 1 get 1?

Shopping is initially a very pleasant activity for girls, however today it felt SO PAINFUL! I went out only to buy something for my eyes, seriously this time I was very task focused since I've already spend too much money for the last couple of months, nothing but eye cream!


I've heard about this brand before and always wanted to try it out but this hell of a package is SO freaking expensive! Its like a fortune to me, but it went interesting when the sales started telling me about the x'mas promotion: in Chinese she said buy 2 get 1 free.

Now after these years living in Hong Kong I would say my Cantonese has improved a lot. But I don't know for whatever reason, I misunderstood her and thought what she said was buy 1 get 1 free. And I was like "COOOL let's do it!"

I figured out after swiping my credit card that I was TOTALLY wrong, that moment was like if someone had stuck a knife in my heart and twisted it. I had a second thought tho:
"Geez, Michelle Tang ARE U STUPID OR WHAT? such a retard!"
I better get someone to shop with me next time coz apparently I can't do it alone =/

This stuff better works coz I'll be living on bread and water for the next unknown period!

Life is not fair ...

... so please, just take life as it is ...

Stop complaining, stop whining, it's not that you're gonna get the problem solved with it. I need to admit tho, it feels AWESOME sometimes to have conversations like this with the girls:
"I don't have a dress for tonight! I'm sure I'll bump into a hot guy at LKF tonight! I need to look EPIC!" thus "I need to shop but I don't have the money!!!" So "Damnn I hate my job, this shitty salary and having so many day off's makes me spend even more money!"

It doesn't make any sense right? 'What is your problem girl?'

Everything happens for a reason, it sounds cheesy but I do think its true, so what if your boyfriend has cheated on you? There must be someone else out there who'll treat you even more better! (Tip: stay hot tho)

Maybe you're clueless now and u dunno what to do with life. Well soul searching is such a nice explanation for traveling around the world, meeting new friends, surfing on the internet days & nights, go out and have some fun coz you need inspiration right?!

And when you're feeling like a piece of sh*t just remember: 'what doesn't break you makes you stronger!' In the future the greatest stories to tell are those when you were down, you'll be laughing then =)

BIRTHDAYGIRL

HOLIDAY

Sun, Beach, Joy, Friendship
It was an epic trip with my two lovely Dutchies
Boracay 2010

A new adventure has started

Reading my previous blog brings up SO many memories of my holiday in Holland! It was EPIC! (What's with this word? Everybody is using it nowadays right?) Way too epic actually (so does that mean epic fail? =/ lol)

I've spend so much money lately which made me so broke at the moment! (I wonder why do I always have this problem geez?) I have no idea what my mind is thinking coz I acted as if I were a friggin' billionaire (yeah I wish) In fact, its more like: "I wanna be a billionaire, so friggin' bad, buy all of the things I've never had, I wish I was on the cover of Forbes magazine, smiling next to Oprah and the Queen! Oh, every time I close my eyes, I see my name in shining lights, a different city every night, I swear the world better prepare, for when I'm a billionaire!" gotta love this song

So for the upcoming days/weeks and maybe months, no fine dining, no clubbing, no shopping for me anymore! (lol sure I can do that! uhuh ;) I better stay home and study coz I'll be flying off to the sky very soon!

I Love Holland

Words can NOT describe how happy I am about my birthday-holiday-month in Holland! I know I was very negative before but MAN I LOVE THIS COUNTRY! Must say it is mostly becoz of the nice summer weather. SUMMERTIME in Holland = Long bright days, hot but not steamy, summer breeze (fresh air!)

Its really amazing how well everything works out! I mean with our orange heroes in the world cup, it is so GREAT to be able to watch the matches in Holland with girlfriends, in pubs, with family, everybody dressed in orange, cheering loudly and even my dad became a beast! Too bad I didn't filmed him, it was hilarious seeing him jumping up and down like the young crowd at 'Museumplein', cheering 'HOLLAND' loudly and banging with empty Coca Cola bottles (coz he doesn't have a vuvuzela lol)

I have to leave in about a week and I really don't wanna go, but I know something great is waiting for me in HK, a new adventure! But until then: enjoy to the fullest coz its my birthday 15th of July! XD

Holland

Gotta say: I have this love/hate relationship with this country. The moment I left the aircraft, it was like deja-vu, I got this frustrated feeling, like I could feel something wrong is going to happen and there you go, it was indeed.

Last time when I went back to Holland I needed to wait TOO LONG for my bags at the belt, I thought. But nothing beats this time, waiting at the stupid belt for almost 1 whole hour, looking at the rubber band goes round and round and round but still no sign of my bags and no announcement and no one who has an answer!

I didn't want to give the baggage-girl hard time (coz I know how difficult it is in these kind of situations, when no information is given to you but you are expected to give information to your customers) but DAMN I was pissed! I feel sorry for the girl coz I didn't really want to bitch at her, however sometimes u just need to give some pressure so that ppl will finally get off their lazy ass and work! She eventually found out that the doors of the hold of the aircraft couldn't open, that means we've waited there at the belt for Taylor Lautner (who'll never EVER show up) coz the bags will be send by the company to our home.

To make this day extra unforgettable, I somehow lost my phone. *YEAY! I finally can get away of this antique thing* This must be THE sign to buy myself a new phone but thinking about losing all my contacts, the memorable text messages, the important agenda notes is pretty sad =(

So I wonder, why does this all have to happen on day 1 of my holiday? Not to mention the 2hrs delay in the aircraft with NO aircondition equals 400 sweaty armpits! ***GROSS***

After negativity comes positivity, so some happy things of the day:
- clean fresh air of Holland, feels SO goood!
- sunny but not humid weather
- my family, living together, experiencing each others (bad) habits again
- haring with onions
- driving around in our super car (NOT!)
- bumping into girlfriends everywhere (so random)
- eating whatever I want to eat in our own snackbar
- spotting lots of tall (HOT!) guys
- licorice (YUMM)
- the spacious living room, bedroom, bath room, SPACE!
- dutch television

And I believe there'll be more happy and funny things to come this month!

......... The first happy thing has happened just now! (I'm not sure If I'm really THAT happy with it) I found my antique phone back '-.- it felt in another small bag inside my handbag

* S I G H * no comment ....

I said it

I said it, today. I didn't planned it, I didn't even knew I would see him today. But then the words just came out of my mouth: "I feel attracted to you." And now, what's going to happen now?

Ready

'Opportunities are for those who are ready'

I'm ready, I guess, otherwise I wouldn't get this opportunity. Things are finally working my way, and I've seriously waited for a long long period. But looking back, I feel like I needed this period to prepare myself, to make myself ready for what I was aiming for. It's difficult to score without having a goal in life and I'm finally making my vision, where I want to be, a reality.

This is the reality, nothing is impossible, so if you have a dream please go for it.

It's time to set a new aim for myself, something beyond what I am capable of. I want to achieve the unachievable . . .

Languishing

I was wondering, would you reach for me?
If you saw me languishing

Confident

I'm confident because I know I did the best I can

I'm confident, not in myself but in The Lord

I believe He's taking care of me
I believe He has his plan for me
I believe when I trust Him my life,
I will live an awesome one

I fear nothing because God has amazing love for us all. So when we love someone don't we want the best for them?

"There is no fear in love. But perfect love drives out fear, because fear has to do with punishment. The one who fears is not made perfect in love"

1 John 4:18

Clueless

There is a limit to everything.

Today I've reached it, I'm clueless

After so many irregular working days/nights, I have to create my own day off's to recover. This company is asking so much but it gives u nothing but shit in return.

At this point I'm just thinking, what am I doing to myself?

I wanna resign

Ash crisis

Never thought one simple volcano in Iceland will have this huge impact on the world.

It's a global issue man!

And it definitely made my days heavier. It has been 7 days now and I was there from the very beginning! On day 1 facing passengers from 2 full flight telling them we are not flying tonight. Day 2, day 3, day 4, day 5, everyday, we gave ppl hope that we will be flying out but unfortunately we couldn't fly.

Day 6, Nats announced they will open airspace at 01.00AM uk time. We supposed to arrive at 04.00AM, so we opened our flights and were SO ready to go. But then the higher levels needed to review the status of the airspace. Most of the passengers were checked in already, how are we gonna deal with these 500 passengers? Trust me, I wanted to faint! Passed out, get the medics to get me and go to the hospital and rest! *yeahh* Unfortunately, the reality was something else.

Flight was eventually announced to be delayed for 24hours. Luckily most of the passengers were very understanding (Thank God they were!). It really makes a different if people are actually understanding and appreciating what you are doing for them.

"Girl, u must be very tired, but you are doing a good work, very professional!"

"It's a Sunday night and you still are ringing people regarding the cancel flight, I really appreciate that, thank you very much!"

"Thank you so much for the information, I know its not your fault, you are doing a very good job!"

Day 7, tonight, are we finally gonna fly?

Lucky

Boy I hear you in my dreams
I feel you whisper across the sea
I keep you with me in my heart
You make it easier when life gets hard

Lucky I'm in love with my best friend

Love

I believe in love and ... and I think I miss a man in my life

(Gosh, I sound so desperate lol)

Emotional pain

"The pain that you create now is always some form of non acceptance, some form of unconscious resistance to what is."

"On the level of thought, the resistance is some form of judgment. On the emotional level, it is some form of negativity."

Said Mr. E. Tolle

CHILD OF GOD

SINGLE LADIES

'Don't be desperate Diane,
don't be shallow Sandy,
don't be stuck up Stephy,
don't be touchy Tina,' by Pastor Sam.

I went to a church together with a friend in Sheung Wan last Sunday. Haven't been to one for such a long time. (I can't really tell how long anymore, its way too long! I'm ashamed) I kept telling myself that I was too busy with my job, or that I was too tired to go to a church or that I couldn't find a church that suits me. I know, ALL EXCUSES!

But I think I've found my church now. The timing of the service is just perfect (2PM lol), very young people, amazing choir, the pastor came with an amazing sermon about relationships and I enjoyed every single second of it!

So this is what I want to share with all the single ones out there: Don't worry that you won't find the one, because God made us, a man and a woman, and He wants us to be together.

Two halves make a whole!

Just don't be desperate, shallow, stuck up and touchy, have patience and you will see

God bless

LISTEN TO OUR HEARTS

How do you explain, how do you describe
A love that goes from east to west
And runs as deep as it is wide
You know all our hopes, You know all our fears
Words cannot express the love we feel
But we long for You to hear

So listen to our hearts, and hear our spirits sing
A song of praise that flows
From those you have redeemed
We will use the words we know
To tell you what an awesome God You are
Words are not enough to tell You of our love
So listen to our hearts

If words could fall like rain
From these lips of mine
And if I had a thousand years
I would still run out of time
So if you listen to my heart
Every beat would say
Thank you for the life, thank you for the truth
Thank you for the way

PARDON ME?

Today I was assisting a family with two adorable daughters. One of the girls showed me proudly her teddy bear and so I asked her "Does your cute teddy bear has a name?"

'Yes!' she answered me with full enthusiasm! It's called NAZI!'

!LOL!

What kind of reaction do u expect me to give to that cute kid? I was LMAO together with dad! haha She stared at us with her puppy eyes and had no clue what we were laughing about lol, it was hilarious!

Ah well, I think dad might watched too much Inglorious Bastards!

MY SISTER'S KEEPER

It has been a long time since I've watched such an emotional movie. The story is really touching. I couldn't keep it dry. So for the girls, once in a while when you feel like to watch a movie which makes you wanna cry, this is definitely THE movie.

Enjoy! and don't forget your box of tissues

I LIKE IT SHORT

LONG HAIR IS GONE

A FRESH START

People doing new year resolutions are gay. Sorry no offense, it's not that I wanna attack you if you feel the other way but seriously, can someone show me how many people on earth who have (a) new year resolution(s) have really committed to it?

Hmm I think maybe 5% of the ppl have. I say it all the time, every year, again and again; I'm gonna improve, I want to do this, I'm gonna do that, most important: I'm gonna loose weight ;) And it never happened ...

So what's the use of new year resolutions?
I think somehow people need an excuse to refill themselves with new hope, challenge and strength to step into a new year. A fresh start to forget all the bad/sad/unhappy things and to start all over again, hoping for the good things to come. They need an specific moment to say: "Ok, from now on, I'm gonna ..... (fill in the blanks)" but does it has to be 31th December or 1st January? Why not your own birthday or any day when you feel like "NOW its the moment to change my life!"
"NOW I'm gonna put that cigarette away!"

And you know what? I really don't know where I'm going to with this story. I guess I'm the only one who's gay here, coz somehow I think I have resolutions too for 2010. I'm sure I'll work hard for my achievements, coz I'm determined that I want it to happen in 2010.
2009 showed me, if you don't give up and you keep on going and focusing on the things you want, one day you'll get it! And when you get it, you'll be happy but what makes you more happier is looking back at the process, how you've managed, grown, learned, suffered and strengthened yourself.

Stay positive folks!