LIKE AN IDIOT

OMG, It's been a while since I've felt so sorry for myself. I was literally self pitying.

"You poor girl! Get up and be strong!"

But Why!? why me?! Why this way?! WhY?! "No one is gonna get ya, there won't be a Gu Jun Pyo to the rescue" (Gu Jun Pyo: hot guy from a Korean drama, who'll always be there for his girl when she needs him *sigh*)

So, what had happened to me today? It was my day off, so I thought let's go out and run! (Sporty right?!) Since I'm such a lazy ass, I was incredibly proud of myself putting on my dance shoe's (I don't have running shoe's) and go out for a run, WHICH! is an enormous wrong decision because I crashed down on the ground! I didn't fell, I CRASHED! I was only running for 5 minutes and I was already laying there on the ground! You must be thinking "What a retard!" Well yeah, I need to admit I'm quite clumsy =( but that's not a crime? *puppy eyes*

So two cyclists dropped by and asked if I was OK? and I remember all I said was: "shit, shit SHIT why is this happening to me? SHIT ... (looking at the guy) emmm I think I'm ok?!" but I wanted to shout: DUH CAN'T YOU SEE I AM NOT OK! I really couldn't think of something else than shit! 'Cause I really felt like I was in deep shit! All I worried about were the wounds! No scars please coz I already have too much of them and now I'm adding more! @%!$@^#*&^&*@%!$!!%^&#$!

The guys were actually quite nice and left me a bottle of water to rinse off the blood. (BUT if they were REALLY nice they would've gimme a ride home isn't it? =P)

Thanks to my two friends (who I called when I was crying like a baby walking home =P) I'm ok now, I went to see the doctor to have a proper treatment, she cleaned my wound and it burned like hell! And becoz of this incident it made me realize that I really need to treasure what I already have at the moment. I'm thankful I only fell today and were not hit by a car or whatever. I'm healthy, I got my friends around me when I need them, I got my family's care, basically I got everything I need. (except for Gu Jun Pyo, lol) A big shout out to GOD!

God bless,
The retard